Just came back from an outing with the girls (TP) which I shall elaborate in another post when I upload the photos.

Now the time is 12:48am, currently listening to the cd "Greatest Love of All".

A lovely night with lovely songs, just make my mind perfectly calm and quiet.

This is the kind of night that I really treasure.

Alone, with no one, no noise, no fear, no stress...

Only then, I will think quietly.

What is it that I want in life?

To be an auditor for life? Maybe I don't mind because of the high pay and interesting job scope but the long long hours with no social life. Is this really what I want?

I once wish to be a psychologist but reality set in. No prospect, FULLSTOP.

I once wish to be a social worker but reality set in again. Low pay, FULLSTOP.

Now, saying all this doesn't mean I had regretted my choice to study Accountancy in SMU. Just that, I want to assure myself that I had made the right choice.

And again, I will think of my future. How will my future be?

And yesterday, I told my sis that when I leave this beautiful world, I want alot alot of people to come and send me off. This is the last chance that I will be able to gather with everyone. You may think I'm being silly to think of that but no one knows what will happen at the very next second. But this is just some thought, i'm not cursing myself. :p

Because of this beautiful night, I realised I have been typing nonsense in this post. I wanted to write about the music but it turns out to be my thoughts. till again. ciao.