15 March 2008

Back date to 15 march 08. Went for Meow's bdae celebration.

We planned for a surprise but it failed because of miscommunication. Its ok, Eilin will definitely try on other people. So, those people who don't know the surprise, please be prepared. Haha.

In the end, we just went ahead to Miss Clarity Cafe for our lunch. Quite a nice place, with cosy ambience and reasonable price.

The food that we ordered. *glutton eilin*

The star of the day. *Meow*

*Me with meow* The ballon was the star of the day too!

Don't you all think this pic is so pretty? Taken by me. hehe.

A group pic. (missing peiling coz my camera die on me when we are supposed to take a group pic)

After that went to take neoprint. Its been eons since I went to take neoprints. Totally forgot how to pose, mad rush for change of position.

Went to watch movie, 10,000BC. Quite a nice show. Been eons since I watched a movie. So relaxing. Awaiting for holidays to come asap!!

Just came back from an outing with the girls (TP) which I shall elaborate in another post when I upload the photos.

Now the time is 12:48am, currently listening to the cd "Greatest Love of All".

A lovely night with lovely songs, just make my mind perfectly calm and quiet.

This is the kind of night that I really treasure.

Alone, with no one, no noise, no fear, no stress...

Only then, I will think quietly.

What is it that I want in life?

To be an auditor for life? Maybe I don't mind because of the high pay and interesting job scope but the long long hours with no social life. Is this really what I want?

I once wish to be a psychologist but reality set in. No prospect, FULLSTOP.

I once wish to be a social worker but reality set in again. Low pay, FULLSTOP.

Now, saying all this doesn't mean I had regretted my choice to study Accountancy in SMU. Just that, I want to assure myself that I had made the right choice.

And again, I will think of my future. How will my future be?

And yesterday, I told my sis that when I leave this beautiful world, I want alot alot of people to come and send me off. This is the last chance that I will be able to gather with everyone. You may think I'm being silly to think of that but no one knows what will happen at the very next second. But this is just some thought, i'm not cursing myself. :p

Because of this beautiful night, I realised I have been typing nonsense in this post. I wanted to write about the music but it turns out to be my thoughts. till again. ciao.

Its wrong to think in that way.

I tried to control it but still it come back again.

How?

What should I do?

Sometimes something are uncontrollable, esp when you said that.

Went to Batam beach resort last weekend with my sisters, bro-in-law and shaun. We stayed in a villa which is on the sea.

Its so relaxing and calming.

Looking out at the sea from the balcony, listening to the sea wave while you are sleeping.

It made me want to stay there forever, running away from this stressful place.

Its difficult to describe the feeling I experienced when I was there so I will just let the photos do the talking.....

While waiting to check-in.

Taking the hotel transport called "buddy" to our villa.

This is the so-called "buddy".

View of the villas.

Cutie shaun!

At the balcony of our villa. such a pretty scenery.

Shaun on the comforting bed. so cute.

Having a meal at the balcony of our villa. so relaxing!!! btw, the food there are awesome!! yummy! yummy!

As usual, Shaun again!
Not to forget, Jet Ski!! That's me and my bro-in-law.

Lastly, a group pic of us.

Here, to include a pic of Shayn. (unrelated to the batam trip. haha.)
Shayn: Rmb to smile shyly like me!!!

ok. I'm back. Changed the layout though i really like the last one which is specially done up by clare. But still want to create a new layout for a new start.

Still in smu, surviving (though almost dead). I will be blogging about my batam trip last weekend real soon once I upload the photos. Will be back soon!!!

ps: i will continue to blog again!! hehe..