i really understand how things ard u will changed so fast that no matter how well u are prepared, there are always things that u are unable to accept. its not that i'm unrealistic or could not accept the facts n rather believe in miracles... but sometimes u just wish for sth.... sth that could changed the facts.... sth that u wish to happen.... i know miracles are rare or dun even exist but still being unprepared n not able to accept the facts, i wish...... i wish for a little miracle......


family had been my priority n occupied most of my life.... i treasure them.... but when things really happen, i don't know what to do n how to console them.... when frenz approach me, i will try my best to give them advice or just listening to their pro but when it comes to family, i couldn't bring myself to do that.... i cry when i think abt it... i cry when i talk to clare abt it.... i will cry even b4 i console her.... thus i don't even dare to talk to her nw..... i dun wish to add to her burden or sadness but i wish to help..... but i couldn't think of ways to help her but just praying for a miracle.... n please god if u see this.... hope that u will give our family a little miracle.................................