finally, IF n CMA tests are over... but guess i will score badly...



so many things had happened in my family. too many things. things that maybe my frenz wun experience them coz they simply dun hv siblings that are married. things that really see the different side of your family. the problem is getting bigger n bigger. cold wars among them. but mi stuck in between. i dun know what to do coz obviously i'm not an expert in those in-law relationship. its frustrating coz the atmosphere is tense. my mum say maybe no one will come back for reunion on New year's eve. shocked to hear that. but i told my mum being a human is difficult coz u can never please everyone. when u please someone, the other get jealous. yes, humans are just like that.



hiaz... he is unhappy with them. she is unhappy with him. everyone is unhappy with someone. what is this, when i'm calling this my family. i cannot say that my family failed to communicate neither i can say that my family had been very open with our feelings. but at least my parents tried to talk to us. but nth had changed. it had not get better or maybe worst? i dun know. i hate it. no one is totally at fault but defintely there's someone who triggers this problem. but i'm gg to shut up if not my family will go crazy. wat a start to 2006. i shldn't had made resolution coz things goes the wrong way.



enought of complaining. just some photos taken when eilin n i went to ECP.....











once a stranger, once a friend...




lastly, hopefully the sea will wash away my troubles.....