Saturday, November 26, 2005

i hate it.................


i realize i'm such a petty person n get jealous so easily.......


i'm jealous when i lost the attention they once gave it to me....


i'm jealous when i feel that someone close to me is getting farther away from me..........


i'm jealous when someone compares me with another person coz i always feel i'm useless when he did that..........


i'm jealous over the world's smallest matter.............


y am i like that.....


i dun like it at all...........


it makes me feel so ashamed of myself..........


not just that i cry easily...........


i cry when i'm angry..........


i cry when i'm jealous.........


i cry when i'm sad................


i cry over everything.............


tears just roll down my cheeks even b4 i know............


i wish to control it but i can't...........


i dun like the way i am...........


i hate it............................................................