Sad.......................

why is it that when something happened, they will put all the blame on one person? aren't they too selfish?? is it all my fault to just cause my sis com to get virus when i was surfing the net.... is it fair to me?????????

maybe some of u duno what i'm talking abt.... so let me say in brief... that time, i was using my sis's com to surf the net and half way through, the computer desktop became a black screen and stated YOU ARE IN DANGER!!! ok... it means the com is infected by virus.... i was so terrified and nervous and scared.... i could not slp tt night becoz i know that my bro in law will definitely scream at me.....

at first, he did not scream at me becoz i used sms to inform him that the com is infected by virus... but you know what he reply-->YOU BETTER CLEAR THIS MESS PROPERLY, IF NOT I WILL LOSE MY TEMPER ON YOU!!!!! so i went to his hse after work to try to clear the mess but after several scanning, the virus is still there.... but the com is still perfectly alright with no programs lost or whatever.... i called my bro to ask n he told me to bring th cpu to our hse n he will do it.... but guess what my bro in law said--> IF U WANT, U BRING IT HM BY BUS YRSELF, I WILL NOT DRIVE IT TO YR HSE!!!

on tue, florine lend me a anti virus program so i went to my sis hse to pass the cd to them saying that i will come tmr to download the program... but my so impatient bro in law went to download the program and duno what happened, the whole com crashed!!!!!

so, my sis called today and said that actually my bro in law don't want to celebrate mother's day with us just because he is angry with me for making the com crashed.... wth!!! y is he so selfish?? maybe i was the one to cause the com to be infected by virus but then was i the one who cause the com to crashed??????????? how could he push all the blame to me...........................

the most shocking thing is my sis oso blame me for being irreponsible coz i did not stay over that night to download the program.... but i already told them i will do it the next day coz its too late n i did not tell my mum that i not going hm for dinner.....

after the call, i cried till nw while typing this............................ :(

i'm just 17 and i'm not an IT expert...... how can they push all blames & responsibilities on me!!! nobody knows how much pressure i'm holding nw...... some ppl may think what is the big deal with that virus but then they will nv understand what is it to have a bro in law like that!!!!!!

but tmr will be my 2nd sis graduation day n it will be a big day for her!! hope that i will control my temper tmr n will not quarrel with my bro in law!!!!!!!!!

i'm in a very bad mood nw... but i still have to go n watch a dance with my poly frenz..... actually i don't feel like gg but then i had already bought the ticket so no choice.................

i gtg nw..... bye!!