hiaz.... had a nightmare yesterday night...... actually i want to type out the dream<>, but i can't because i'm too scared.... i can't make myself go through all the scenes again.... i'm scared.... there's ghost in my dreams.... and it happened in the lift... guess that i would not be able to take lift anymore because i'm afriad my nightmare would come true....

actually, i've been having nightmare almost everyday for the past few months.... and guess what all my nightmare includes ghosts..... except for one concering my whole family which made me cry... the nightmares are getting clearer n clearer to me.... last time, i could not see the ghosts, i can only see the ghosts chasing after me..... but recently, i can see the ghosts' faces clearly.. but luckily ytd nightmare, i forced myself not to see the ghost's face but heard my dad said its very very very grossy...... but its all in the dreams... but its enough to scare me till now......

good/sweet dreams are impossible for me and it had not happen to me for the past months.... what i had are only nightmares..... had i done something wrong that the god is punishing me by giving nightmares almost every night, making me feel uneasy and could not sleep well..... anyone can tell me....

someone please help me... i feel so helpless right now... i feel like crying out... but my parents are around & i do not want them to know.....................................................