i dun like it when i'm so weak...

stress have been driving me crazy for the past weeks or months???

i have been trying to make myself less stressful but everyday, there will certaintly be some ppl who will pissed me off... its adding to the stress...

i really can't take in anymore stress... pls dun come near me... or rather pls dun do sth that will add on to my stress... pls...

nw my monitor just decided to take a break n ignore me... the proj that i amended this morning is inside there.. nw i have to retype it... idiot!!!!!! n i couldn't print out my proj...

what shld i do????????

why??? even monitor wants to bully me... i really can't take it anymore...

in the end, i just sat down on the floor n cried... until i don't know when...

even tears r rolling down while i'm typing this...

stress r giving me too much pressure that i can hardly breathe

pls forgive me if i shouted or showed u attitude.... i dun mean it... i will be alright after the exam..................................... which is during september.... so leave me alone till then...

Dedicated to sin:
i guess u will not be reading my blog but i still have some stuff to tell u....

i knew that yr appeal had failed... but u know what, u had already done very well in yr "A"s. really very well... its so well that QLX is so proud of u..

sometimes its just fate that bring us to another path which initially we nv would want to choose that.. just like me.. who will think that in the end i will choose to go poly esp when during sec school, we always say that we r gg to the same JC... worst thing is i dun even know what accounting is abt but guess what, i love acct!! n its sth i gona pursue after poly...

that's y i think that even if yr appeal failed, dun be sad anymore.. u nv know what yr real interest is, maybe after u gt to know fass, u may love it. even if u don't, further yr study after U. don't give up on yr passion just coz nw, life doesn't allow u to pursue what u wish for. must jia you!!! show yrself that u can do it!!!!

JIA YOU!!! u r gg into a new chapter of yr life..

but no matter where u r heading to, QLX is always there to support u and we will nv become just part of yr past memories but instead we will always create new memories till eternity!!!!!!!

from yan

nw back to ytd (8 july 2006), went out with tricia n clare.. went to crystal jade again.. ate la mian n xiao long bao.. *delicious* but clare n i were so full till we didn't eat dinner.. had a great time with them... love u guys.. always so crazy n silly but at least i felt comfortable when i'm with u guys.... *muackz*







c u all hopefully next weekend!!!!

i know that i have neglected this blog that most of my frenz don't bother to look... but..but... i had no choice. been doing projects till 5pm or 6pm daily. n when i'm at home, i will be doing research, tutorials, etc etc. so many things to do. hiaz... been slping late for many days. exams are still far away but i'm already so stress!!!

nw not much interest in watching tv except for yu le xin wen. its so not me coz even during exam period i will still watch tv. *stress* so many outstanding things.. *argh*

i know i'm very late but i still must say that... went out with clare, florine n tricia last sat. we went KBOX then to crystal jade... being with them was so crazy n fun!!! especially during kbox, we were singing old songs and started having lots of actions... cam whoring is a must!!! haha... at crystal jade its digging secret time.... hehe... lots of fun with them.. love being with them... :)



*meet out soon*