wanted to update this blog for a very long time le but blogger just refuse to let me update. i dun know what's the pro. nw giving it another chance.
suddenly feel like blogging but i also dun know why.. this 2 weeks have been going to sch almost everyday to do project. it's not a holiday for us but i like it this way, doing things at my own pace... not rushing with time n getting a lousy result..
i still can't over with my test. i'm a failure.. nv felt so bad after the term test. i just felt so lousy. i cried. i can't take it. its like the stress have been pressing me too hard. driving me crazy. i know others will think that its only a test, i still can work hard in exams but still sometimes its not so easy to get over. maybe i have put too much pressure on myself, giving too high expectations. like others said.. the higher u expect, the more disappointment u will get. but life is like that isn't that true?? we can't say that we dun like studying then we give up on it... or we dun like working then dun work just loitter ard??? can we???
its just a dream for everyone.... a dream that will nv come true coz that's life...
i just can't wait to graduate n stop studying but that means i gg to join the work life which i hate. i wish i'm able to enter my dream n nv come back... somewhere i can do things i like.................
suddenly i just miss QLX alot... i dun know why.. the time that we play tgt, the time that we quarrelled, the time that we study tgt, the time that we cry tgt.... so many precious memories coming back... i hold them close to my heart... everytime i'm happy or sad, i will always think of QLX first.. without them, i can't imagine how my life will be for these years..
7 years with clare n sin... 5 years with tricia, mao, florine n teresa....
these days r the best in my life... we dun look down on each other... we dun backstab... we dun need to wear a mask when we r tgt... we had seen each other the bad times as well as the good ones... tricia always say not many ppl r like us, 7 ppl holding close to each other. i always feel blessed when i heard that....
even if we can't meet out oftenly, even if we r busy with our own things but my heart still have a place for QLX... coz i believe in true friendship!!
for xia: still can't get used without u in the same class as me.. its different.. u r my organizer, always there to remind me of deadlines coz i'm always so forgetful.. always go hm take bus 15 tgt.. always my best partner.... really like working with u.. nw we rarely meet.. really miss pulling yr hair although i dun like others to touch my hair... hehe... if u were in the same class as me, u will be happy too?? not that stressful??? i know u r gg thru a hard time nw.. but dun worry i'm always here to help u... call me anytime.. :) things can be done if u believe it!! JIA YOU!!!
posted by chiu yan at
12:53 AM
