As the days passed by, I get more worried.

God, please bless me as I truly hope that everything will be alright...

Haven't been blogging for many months. The wonders of fb that allows uploading of pics caused me to neglect this blog but it is still a place where I can pen down my thoughts.

Been thinking through alot after a certain trip to somewhere. Sis said don't let anyone knows about it and I guess she is right and she's trying to protect me, thus, I decided to keep quiet about it. So don't ask.

Not that I'm afraid but rather the sorrow of not being able to consult a friend, especially when the outcome is not to be known until a few weeks later. The waiting time is painful and I'm worried. Hopefully everything will be fine and my worries are just worries... till then.

Awwww~~ This is so sweet.. love <3

KTV at Katong

We went to Ktv at katong for 5 hours!! But I couldn't sing well coz I wasn't feeling well and was on 3 days mc prior to k, thus, I'm not satisfied yet. So, more k soon!!! haha....

After that, we went to HK cafe at east coast road for dinner. Yummy yummy!!!


Nitezzzzz

Sin's 22nd Birthday Celebration!!

It's sin's bdae again!! As usual, celebrate for her with QLX but this time round, we went to Science Centre. The last time we went, it was during our Sec 3 exercusion. Oh gosh, we sound so old!! haha.. So many changes there and its a totally new experience for us! In short, it was fun!!

Happy Birthday!! Let's celebrate our birthday tgt every single year till our hair turn white!!

Took lots of pic and we went crazy posing.. haha...

You know, we love you!! <3

Random thoughts

Took the EQ quiz in facebook.

Your EQ is 162
Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar.Seriously though, your whole "Don't Worry, Be Happy" philosophy is really what defines emotional intelligence.You're warm, open, and very optimistic. You know how to act appropriately, even if you don't feel like it.You are a good communicator, and you have little difficulty with personal relationships - even when you're dealing with difficult people.In general, you are successful, capable, together person. You get what you want out of life.

LOL. Initially, I was thinking whether it is true but after reading, it is so accurate. The part on "you know how to act appropriately, even if you don't feel like it", is so accurate.

Sometimes I wonder, should I change because I have been too good in hiding my emotions. Nobody really knows me well and what I'm really thinking of. Sometimes I feel tired trying to please everyone so that nothing traumatic will happen. I know its my fault that I hid all my emotions to myself but I just can't seem to be able to release it, even to close friends.

I need support when I'm down I need a shoulder to lean on when I'm feeling tired. I need to tell someone how I feel. I need to do it but I can't. Maybe my friends can take the initiative... I know I'm talking nonsense, that's why the title spells "Random thoughts".

心情复杂。

没勇气面对。。。

take care. see you soon.